5 weeks!

So I went to the doctors and they confirmed that Josh and I indeed pregnant! I'm so excited! I'm about 5 weeks and 5 days! My estimated due date is April 24, 2010. It still hasn't hit me just yet that I'm gonna have a baby in like 8 months! We picked out some names we like, if its a girl Alexis Roche Hilton and if it a boy Aaden Michael. But we want to still look around. Our friend's Carly, Nick and Pieter got us some cute clothes already. I can't wait to go shopping for the baby. Right now the only symptoms I'm having are extremely tired, my boobs kill, some cramping, not really cramping but, and everything I look at for food makes me want to hurl. I've been craving bananas, and tomato soup. I can't wait to go for my ultra sound and stuff. Luckily I get to have one at 6 weeks, because they had already scheduled me for one for check my ovaries and such. I'm just so scared of miscarrying, it would break my heart. Just praying for a healthy baby!

Postive!

I'M PREGNANT!

So I found out Friday after my friend Carly, went and bought me a 3-pack. So I took the 1st test and Carly said "DON'T STARE" and the first thing I did was stare. We thought it was negative, and started to walk away when the 2ND line started coming through! We started jumping up and down and I came out running to Josh. He thought we were messing with him. But I made him come to the bathroom, and he first said "you're not reading the test right" and he picked up the directions and started reading and he goes "yeah, you're pregnant!" So I'm going to the doctors tomorrow to get it confirmed. Josh and I are both excited. We're just hoping for a healthy baby.

Busy Day

So today was a rather busy day for me. I cleaned my little behind off and made the house sparkling clean. I had some help from Kristen, but I'm exhausted from it. I come to realize I seriously need a new vacuum. The one we have now, drives me crazy. It doesn't pick up shit. Josh came home from work and we talked about how the office he works in, didn't have a working air conditioner. I told him to go take a shower, and he did so. While he was taking his hour long shower/swimming in the bathtub, I made dinner. I invited Kristen to eat over with us since it was only hot dogs and fries. We ate dinner, then Kristen and I dragged poor little Josh to David's Bridal... Gosh he hates that place. I got my shoes, vail, jewelry and the wonderful bustier. I finally feel like this wedding is gonna happen. I'm excited but also incredibly nervous. I have a problem where when I get nervous, I feel sick and when I feel sick, I hate talking. We'll we got to David's Bridal, I found the girl who has helped me with all my wedding stuff, and put on my dress and found shoes that weren't to high but still cute. Josh picked out my jewelry and even my vail... he picked the pricier one of the ones I liked. Yes he has seen my dress, but we are already legally married and going strong. We got legally married back in Dec. We we're already engaged and had planned to have our wedding this past July, in the church on base... but November came around and Josh was informed that he would be going to Iraq for 13 months. So we went and canceled everything and got legally married. The day we got legally married his AO, and his YNC called and said his orders got canceled. We we're happy but irritated that we had already canceled the the base church. I'm happy that he is sleeping right next to me. I don't know if I would of been able to deal with our 1st deployment being 13 months, in a war zone. I cried so much when he told me the news. But that was almost a year ago, and we just started planning our ceremony this past May. It's less than a month away. I'm so excited but the planning process has been one I never want to do ever again. It's been long and hard. My parents are from New Hampshire and can't make it down to help, or even just to come. So it's mainly his family that is gonna be here. My step-father is coming down to walk me down the isle since my dad can't make it. We plan to have one up there so my family and my dad can also walk me down the isle. If it wasn't for Josh's parents, we wouldn't be having the wedding we are having now. It would have been year's before we actually would be able to afford a wedding. So I am thankful for his parents. Other then a busy day of cleaning and getting my last stuff for the wedding, I didn't do much. I'm happy to say that there we're no smoke detectors going off today! I probably just jinxed myself, but I'll take the chance. Good night!

First Blog

FIRST BLOG! So I'm extremely tired. The smoke detector decided to randomly start acting up at 5: 30 this morning. Josh woke me up, asking me what it was... my first thought was to get the dog on the lease and the cat in her carrier and book it outside. Well it turned out to be nothing, it only took the some rudeness and two visits from the maintenance guys for them to fix it. They came and changed batteries and two hours later, they were going off non-stop... I wanted to kill myself. I felt so bad for the dog and cat, their poor little ears couldn't handle it so, I brought them out to the screened in porch and sat out there for about an hour or so before maintenance finally got here and replaced all the smoke detectors in the apartment. I would have taken them down myself but, I'm 5'0 and the ceilings are 9 ft here! Josh got home from work, we ate dinner and finished the wedding invitations together. (We are already legally married but we're now just having our ceremony!) I didn't realize how expensive everything still is, even though his parents has helped out so much. I'm stressing so much over money, military people do not get paid enough for what they do for our freedom. I'm not just saying that because I'm a navy wife, its just they do so much and get paid shit. I'm writing this from the bed. I think my neighbors are being a tad loud. I can hear some noises and the headboard hitting the wall. Please don't let them go at it all night. I would like some sleep tonight.