Busy Day

So today was a rather busy day for me. I cleaned my little behind off and made the house sparkling clean. I had some help from Kristen, but I'm exhausted from it. I come to realize I seriously need a new vacuum. The one we have now, drives me crazy. It doesn't pick up shit. Josh came home from work and we talked about how the office he works in, didn't have a working air conditioner. I told him to go take a shower, and he did so. While he was taking his hour long shower/swimming in the bathtub, I made dinner. I invited Kristen to eat over with us since it was only hot dogs and fries. We ate dinner, then Kristen and I dragged poor little Josh to David's Bridal... Gosh he hates that place. I got my shoes, vail, jewelry and the wonderful bustier. I finally feel like this wedding is gonna happen. I'm excited but also incredibly nervous. I have a problem where when I get nervous, I feel sick and when I feel sick, I hate talking. We'll we got to David's Bridal, I found the girl who has helped me with all my wedding stuff, and put on my dress and found shoes that weren't to high but still cute. Josh picked out my jewelry and even my vail... he picked the pricier one of the ones I liked. Yes he has seen my dress, but we are already legally married and going strong. We got legally married back in Dec. We we're already engaged and had planned to have our wedding this past July, in the church on base... but November came around and Josh was informed that he would be going to Iraq for 13 months. So we went and canceled everything and got legally married. The day we got legally married his AO, and his YNC called and said his orders got canceled. We we're happy but irritated that we had already canceled the the base church. I'm happy that he is sleeping right next to me. I don't know if I would of been able to deal with our 1st deployment being 13 months, in a war zone. I cried so much when he told me the news. But that was almost a year ago, and we just started planning our ceremony this past May. It's less than a month away. I'm so excited but the planning process has been one I never want to do ever again. It's been long and hard. My parents are from New Hampshire and can't make it down to help, or even just to come. So it's mainly his family that is gonna be here. My step-father is coming down to walk me down the isle since my dad can't make it. We plan to have one up there so my family and my dad can also walk me down the isle. If it wasn't for Josh's parents, we wouldn't be having the wedding we are having now. It would have been year's before we actually would be able to afford a wedding. So I am thankful for his parents. Other then a busy day of cleaning and getting my last stuff for the wedding, I didn't do much. I'm happy to say that there we're no smoke detectors going off today! I probably just jinxed myself, but I'll take the chance. Good night!